Ronald Edward Keller

Happy Birthday Ronnie

Well today is your birthday. I remember the fun we used to have celebrating these days. I love and miss you so much. I had a dream of you last night and woke up to tears in my eyes. Even though you have been gone since 2-10-05, I obviously still miss you a whole lot. I hope you are smiling down on me from up there. I love you Ronnie. Happy Birthday.

Kathryn (Sister)

March 4, 2010

Missing You Brother

Today is the day after your 5th angelversary. I miss you as much today as I did when you first went home to be with GOD. You had this amazing ability to make me laugh with your crazy insanity about things. I really miss that. You will always be in my heart, no matter how many years pass. I love you Ronnie. I will always be your loving sister and friend. Funny thing is that after all these years I do still miss you so much but it hurts less to be without you. In fact when I think of you it puts a smile on my face because of all the crazy and fun times we had together. The sadest part of your passing would have to be that you will not get to meet my son, who is now 4 and our new baby due July 29th this year. I know you would've been a great uncle to them. I also know they would've loved you very much too. Just like I do. I love you brother. Goodbye.

Kathryn (Sister)

February 11, 2010

A butterfly lights beside us like a sunbeam
And for a brief moment its glory
and beauty belong to our world
But then it flies again
And though we wish it could have stayed...
We feel lucky to have seen it.

xxxxx love always xxxxx

Clair Brennan

October 31, 2008

hes your Gaurdian angel xxx

Guardian Angel from heaven so bright,
Watching beside me to lead me aright,
Fold thy wings round me, and guard me with love,
Softly sing songs to me of heaven above

Clair Brennan

October 21, 2008

Undrestanding

You know Ronnie, my dh always wonders sometimes why I hold on to you so tight. I guess unless you have ever been in these shoes I walk you could never understand. Yes he's lost people he's loved. But no one ever killed themselves. It's not the same kind of grieving process. It's not the same in any way. It is hard to deal with sometimes cause you my dear brother chose to die. At first I was very angry you left me with this pain as your legacy. Through the dreams you have given to me from the other side I came to understand your pain to have caused such a decision. And all the while it did not erase the pain your death has brought me. I just deal with it day by day. Some days are ok. Some days are not. Today is one of those not days. I love you so much Ronnie. That will never stop, no matter how long ago you passed on.

Kathryn (Sister)

October 15, 2008

Gone but not forgotten

Ronnie;

I know you are smiling down on me from heaven. You truly were a treasure to know. But beyond that, I didn't just get the pleasure of knowing you. I got to grow up with you. I got to truly know you. I got to have the best friend I could've ever wanted. I'm so sorry you chose to end your life. You had SO MUCH potential my dear brother. You could've had the WORLD if you wanted it. We made it through a hellaous childhood and when you chose to end your suffering permanently it ended up leaving me scarred. I recieved a bracelet the other day that says survivor on it. And I truly feel that I am. I wish there was something I could've done for you. You know I would've given anything. I miss and love you so much Ronnie. Goodbye my dearest brother.

Kathryn (Sister)

October 5, 2008